My Babygirl Hurts

It is Sunday but I've had a really rough week.I went to see my youngest,Chance,this past Thursday.While I was there my daughter called me and told me that she had run away again.I was really sad for her cause she wanted me to come get her and I couldn't due to the law would've put me in jail for being around her.She got to talk with Chance and that made both of them very happy.As I was on my way back home I received another phone call stating that my little girl had been committed to a mental hospital by her dad for cutting herself 12 times.I'm not so sure what to do with her but I do know she needs to get out of her dads home.She called me yesterday and wanted me to come see her at the hospital and again I had to tell her that I can't.I'm really getting tired of letting her down.I just wished that there was something I could do to prove that I'm a good parent to CPS so that she could live with me again.Her dad hasn't been up there to see her or take her any clean clothes to wear.I am going to meet with one of her friends and buy her some clothes so she can at least have something.It tears me apart to know that she is hurting so bad inside that she feels cutting herself is the only way out.All I can do is pray that God will step in and give her some peace of mind and a strong heart.I will never give up on her for sure.I know in good time her and I will be reunited.If you are reading this blog ,please pray for my little angel.