Well,I got to go see my lil girl this week and I was so happy.Things didn't quite turn out the way I was hoping but all in all we had a great time together.She had court and it was such a joke.The judge heard her father testify that he severely beat my oldest son by choking him and putting his head through a wall and the judge still sent her back to him.It is absolutely crazy.She comes back by plane tis Monday and hopefully CPS will take emergency custody of her when she lands.New allagations have come up that require immediate attention.When I got there and they went to get her for our visit I was scared and nervous as to how she would react to seeing me after 9yrs.She came around the corner and I didn't even recognize her due to she had dyed her her dark brown.She was sooo beatiful,of course;she's my kid.: ) We held each other so toght and I never wanted to let her go.We cried,laughed and played together the whole 2 days I was there.I'm still praying that in the end everything will work out for the best.All I want is for her to be in a safe and loved environment;whether it be with me or someone else as long it is not with her dad.Keep praying for us and hope things turn out for the best.I will keep you updated on everything.
