Dazed And Confused

Well,a lot has happened since I last blogged.My daughter got put in a mental institute,got out and went back home.It has been a really rough week.I did get to go spend some time with Chance though.He is growing up so fast.He graduates from Pre-K this next month and I'm not ready for him to start Kindergarten just yet.He is so smart.He already knows all upper and lower case alphabet and about 12-13 site words.On the other hand Tori is acting out as usual.She doesn't want to take her meds or do anything that she is told to do.She constently wants to fight with me and I have gotten to where when she is in one of her moods I just log off and let her have her moment.I have to back off cause she is really getting to me to the point that it is dangerous for me.I refuse to let her take me down that road of destruction again.I have been praying for guidance in my life on how I should deal with her.All I can do is be there for her if she truly needs me,not when she wants to play games.We have no idea what CPS is gonna do yet or if they are gonna do anything at all.I just want her to be safe and happy wherever that may be.I think I have gotten stronger when it comes to her cause I don't let her get to me the way she used to.I will always be there for my little girl and hopefully one day she will realize that not everything her father tells her or has told her is the truth.