She's driving me mad!!!

Well Tori got back in town from Mississippi and pulling her same old stuff.She stole beer and some other things while her dad was sleeping.She was with another boy and almost went to jail over him.I don't know what to do with her cause one minute she wants me to be her mom and the next she doesn't.She pulled this," you we're never there crap on me today and just wants me as a friend".She also came home with this kids name tattooed on her.God,she's only 12 yrs old and acting like an adult.I want so badly to just go get her and beat her butt,but i can't.She's pulling my heart apart and I almost want to stop the conversation with her,but I also want her in my life forever.Lord,what do I do?Please give me some guidence in this matter.I love my daughter very much and want the best for her.She isn't getting it where she is currently at and I don't want to do anything to make her hate me.I just want her out of that environment and safe where she will feel loved and wanted.Tori is such a beautiful little girl and she feels like she has to use her body to be loved.Why Lord?I know I'm not suppose to ask ,but I'm so confused as to why this is happening to my little girl.Please give me some answers.She's smoking drugs she doesn't even know what they are and being so reckless with her life.

Vacation over

Today my fiance' went back to work.We did a lot around the house this week,but still have lots more to do.I really enjoyed having him home at night with me and spending some quality time together.He is such a wonderful man.He ended up getting sick from me and once he was better I got a second round of it.Yuck!!!He refused to let me do anything around the house.He did the laundry,cooked,and took care of the kids(dogs).His father moved in with us this past week and thats been a real test for me and Mike.It seems to be working out okay for now.Well that's all for today.Till next time......

Sick

Well it's Sun. and I have been sick for 3 days now.Sux...I haven't felt like doing much of anything not even watching t.v.I'm patiently waiting for my daughter to get back in town so I can find out how she is doing and how the trip was.My fiance' is on vacation this week and we are doing some repairs on the house we are trying to buy.I never realized just how much work it is to buy a home..

My crazy friend

This is my crazy friend.I'm new to the computer world and she loves laughing at me when I have to call or text her with questions on how to do something.I love her so much.She means the world to me.

My son

This is my youngest son,Chance.God has really blessed me with him.I lost him at birth,but the adoptive family contacted me when he was 2yrs old.I now have a wonderful relationship with him.I wished other mothers who lost thier children could be as blessed as I am.

My Daughter

I just receantly found my daughter after 9yrs.I really don't know what to do,she is only 12yrs old and I found out that she just got out of juvinile after being there for 2mths.She went for running away from her dad's.I also found out that she cuts on herself and may be pregnant.I'm about to lose my mind.I don't have any legal rights to her nor any of my other children.My oldest son wrote me on myspace and cussed me out ro
yally.He wants nothing to do with me and won't even give me the opportunity to give my side of the story.My kids think I left them and don't love them,which is not true.Their crazy father has filled their heads full of so much crap and I'm afraid that I will never be able to see my boys.This is killing me inside!